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Front Cover:
     gone
Inside Front Cover:
     Metropolis

Windowed World
Sincerely, Holden Caulfield
From My Wanderings
Untitled
Meeting Marge
Volume IV
Mosaic Reflection
Happiness Is a Warm Gun
Untitled
Whitman's Words
Metacliché
Stagnation
no school today
"Where's the Beef?": A (Very            Close) Critical Reading
Untitled
Cranberry Sauce
Cast
Broken Muses
Majestic
Astigmatic

Inside Back Cover:
     Verticalité
Back Cover:
     Sprite

Happiness Is a Warm Gun

Matthew Vita, PJ Tabit and Matthew Mercuri


I
     God!
     Cameron Burke leaned over the handrail to gaze up into the endlessly rising angles of concrete and steel.
     What was it she had said? I suppose it doesn’t matter. Still… things could have ended on better terms. She had such a nice name, too. Sylvia.
     He began climbing the stairs once more, allowing all the while for one hand to slide over the railing. His eyes wandered, settling on the occasional black mark on the stairwell’s off-white paint.
     Dr. Conroy had met her once. They argued over the Trinity. All that hellfire and brimstone scared him away from the Church. A shame, it’s different now. They speak in English, and there’s even hope for suicides.
     Burke stepped onto another platform, identical to the last. His legs ached, but he paused for only a moment before continuing his journey upward.
     Still, it’s not like religion isn’t without its difficulties. That whole thing about the gospels is odd. A bunch of people just got together and decided which four made the cut. Matthew, Mark, Luke and John. They don’t agree, do they? Dr. Conroy always complained about that. He didn’t need to bring it into the classroom. But he did, there’s no changing that.
     Yet, I followed in those footsteps. How often have I spoken about him in class?
     Dr. Conroy: Question
     Cameron: Answer
     Dr. Conroy: Retort
     Cameron: Rephrase
     Dr. Conroy: Retort
     Cameron: Rephrase
     Dr. Conroy: Retort
     Cameron: Contradiction
     Dr. Conroy: Victory
     But is that really him, or only what I have made of him? He would smile in his method, sitting under that tree in the quad where we would talk before venturing into town for a drink.
     Burke, once again, arrived upon a landing. Breathing heavily now, he peered downward over the railing and marveled at the height he had reached. He turned his head to look up. He didn’t seem any closer to the top. He chuckled to himself.
     Is that how I’ll be remembered then? A footnote in the works of students? Have you read so-and-so’s book? He studied under Burke, you know. And that would be it. And which student? Some show promise but there’s really no way to tell. They turn bad sometimes. Alcibiades and the others got their poor teacher killed. How much hemlock does it take?
     I only wish that things had gone better with Sylvia.

II
     A flickering streetlamp illuminates the loudest house on White Street, where steady bass escapes through cloth-covered windows. Drawn by the sound, drunken bodies process in single file to the rear of the structure. Across the street, uniformed pigs observe the scene. At the appropriate time, one of them discards a spent cigarette, crushing its embers beneath his polished boot. They walk.
     On the other side of the road, two strangers lean against a doubleparked car, groping each other.
     The uniforms push open the unlocked front door and enter a dingy living room plastered with posters from the Sports Illustrated Swimsuit Edition. Face-down on the couch lies a vile-looking girl. Her
body gyrates above a desperate young man who gasps for air, mortified in the realization of his mistake, his eyes locked upon the forms plastered to the wall.
     In the kitchen, the uniforms peer down a narrow staircase leading to the crowded basement and marvel at a scrawny man’s failed attempts to move a full keg up the stairs.
     The music stops. Their presence is known!
     Immediately, the crowd implodes. Seventy people rush to the single exit. From the bathroom comes a pantless man grasping an inflatable hula girl. He tells her he’s sorry—he has to leave her behind. Someone, mistaking her for an ex-girlfriend, drives a keg tap through the plastic, interrupting a tearful goodbye. At the sight of the violence, the frail keg carrier loses his grip, sending the aluminum barrel crashing to the basement floor, showering the pack with beer. Drenched, a stoner loses hold of his glass, onion-shaped bong which lands on the lifeless body of the inflatable hula girl—not a crack!
     Motha Russia!
     The uniforms draw their weapons at the eastern European accent. From the shadows emerges a fully nude Russian national clutching a nearly empty bottle of Stoli. They order the invader to the ground. His head rests in the bosom of the now deflated hula girl. The uniforms break the bong over the foreigner’s head, sending bloody shards of glass onto the beersoaked floor.
     In the confusion, a child is born.

III
     Perched upon the stump of a felled sycamore, he balanced the tablet upon his knees and, running the feather of his quill gently over the edge of his nose, looked down upon his work. He mouthed the words slowly, smiling occasionally with simple satisfaction. A solitary life had its benefits, he thought.
     White crests broke over the crystalblue waters of the river beside which he sat. He watched as the current rolled into the undergrowth, listened as the tiny waves slapped against the smoothened bluestone. Every now and then the air of a songbird filled the wood before disappearing into the foliage above.
     Long ago, before the hairs on his chin had surrendered their amber shade, before his mind had begun to feel the wear of its age, he would ask his son to proof mostly everything he wrote. The boy was quick in his wit and refined in his manners. A natural intellect with a penchant for curiosity, the boy was considered widely to be the double of his father, a man whom the public had adored greatly.
     But now an entire day of recollecting was wearing the old man’s spirits thin. He felt a profound emptiness. He was unsure of how to contact the boy, or how even to tender the resignation of his will. He
looked down and observed a tiny line of ants which climbed incessantly to the top of the stump, at which point they fell back to the brush. The old man, robed in a light cotton vestment, removed his pair of small, round spectacles and pressed his thumbs into the sockets of his eyes. With a wistful look, he folded the document, placed it into his vest pocket, and thus retired his busy hands.
     It was time for something great.
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