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Awards
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Acknowledgements
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Mazurka
Self-Portrait
Relig na mban
Eureka
Twelve Days into January
Under-Pass
Like a Virgin; or, On Madonnas
Suisio, July
My Backyard
On Beethoven's Sonata, Op.81a
Fade to Black
Passing Fascination
Shifting View of Window
Soiled Yogi
Thinking of Toledo
Protrusion
Storytelling in Grotte di Castellana
DeGrazia's Doors
The Sorrowful Mysteries
Dawn of Dante
Little Hope
Triptych
Self-Portrait 2
Zow Gow
Anthroarachnonet
A Breasted Experience
A Hat in Bath

Front Cover:
Side Door, Holy Trinity
            Episcopal Church,
            Philadelphia

Inside Front Cover:
Together

Inside Back Cover:
Femke

Back Cover:
Monkey Toes

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Self-Portrait 2
            Postpartum Depression

 

David Fine

 

They thought I was a surrealist, but I wasn't.
I never paint dreams or nightmares. I paint my own reality.
                                            - Frida Kahlo

 

In academic circles,
individuals
speak of the self—the
unencumbered, the inauthentic.
Descartes founded the modern
self, dislocated it (or
was that Copernicus?)
and wrapped it in skin.

I entered the world breech,
resisted separation.

Postmodern women pierce their navels,
filling the vacant core
with bling, bling. I hunger
after their breasts, long to crawl
up, in, further and farthest;
we make an in-utero bed,
curl up with a placental pillow, secure
in umbilical umbrage.

My hollow navel calls out,
howling emptiness yearning for fusion.

 


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